As of the last few days, I've come to understand that this account really has met its end when I received the news that former ties were officially broken
It's still painful to think, that after 2 years, the dream that had felt so certain, has crumbled under the weight of just too many faults, misunderstandings, differing interests, paranoia, mistrust, and drama; the majority of such shortcomings, fall upon me
Yet, I've come to accept what has happened, as my fault, -_- and no matter if it is believed or not, I still wish her the best in the future
Nevertheless, this account was a failure from the start, all because I could not think of a better name at the time of it's creation, and though I was not the "Destroyer of Souls," (Zerstörer Von Seelen)with all that has happened, I've come to realize I was inevitably the "destroyer of my own soul" -_-
I hate having to leave behind 3+ years of accumulated llamas, comments, favs, etc., but they are impossible to transfer to a new account, unlike points. -_-
Speaking of such things, I ask thee to please STOP sending llamas or watching this account; there is no need to do those things, and you are merely wasting your time doing them; I will not be thanking you for them, and will simply delete the messages. -_-
The only reason this account is still open, is so that I can finish clearing out old messages that date back to 2009
(And as of the last few days, I managed to remove/answer the majority of them, so that only about 10 remain; ones I've not answered/deleted because they hold information or links I still might want/need to use in the future.)
In order to emphasize that this account is no longer in service, and that I'm continuing to move on to a different account:
IF, you honestly and sincerely wish to find me and my art again, let me know, and I'll send you a note with forwarding information.





